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前今變換以前的自己是一個很沒自信，很缺乏安全感的人，不是自己學識低微，只是自己表達能力不好，常常說話不清，所以朋友不多，即使有，朋友也只是一些和自己差不多， ...     尋朋覓友 會員登入| 故障回報| 免費註冊 熱人榜• 新人榜• 討論區• 網誌篇• 試音室• functiongetKeywords() { $refer=parse_url($_SERVER['HTTP_REFERER']); $host=$refer['host']; $refer=$refer['query']; if(strstr($host,'google')) { //dogooglestuff $match=preg_match('/&q=([a-zA-Z0-9+-]+)/',$refer,$output); $querystring=$output[0]; $querystring=str_replace('&q=','',$querystring); $keywords=explode('+',$querystring); return$keywords; } elseif(strstr($host,'yahoo')) { //doyahoostuff $match=preg_match('/p=([a-zA-Z0-9+-]+)/',$refer,$output); $querystring=$output[0]; $querystring=str_replace('p=','',$querystring); $keywords=explode('+',$querystring); return$keywords; } elseif(strstr($host,'msn')) { //domsnstuff $match=preg_match('/q=([a-zA-Z0-9+-]+)/',$refer,$output); $querystring=$output[0]; $querystring=str_replace('q=','',$querystring); $keywords=explode('+',$querystring); return$keywords; } else { //else,whocares returnfalse; } } $searchad=0; 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$ky=$kw[rand(0,471)]; ?> 贊助網站 } functionfindstr($fullstr,$findingstr) {$pos=stripos($fullstr,$findingstr); if($pos===false){returnfalse;}else{returntrue;} } ?> 轉往... 主頁 相簿 網誌 留言 朋友 文館 試音 論壇 近況 111198│相簿│網誌│留言│朋友│文館│試音│論壇│近況│ 加好友 資料頁 看相簿 討論區 留短訊 近況牆 看網誌 黑名單 前今變換 文館 短篇故事 2000年12月12日 @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ 前今變換 以前的自己是一個很沒自信，很缺乏安全感的人，不是自己學識低微，只是自己表達能力不好，常常說話不清，所以朋友不多，即使有，朋友也只是一些和自己差不多，或比自己更差的人，那時，我安於在塵土中。

直至中四那年，一個機會到了教會，那時自我形象更差，因為教會裡最差的那個會考也有５科ａ，連最有自信的中文，也遠不及名校生。

更加不要談及拍拖了，誰會在眾多選擇中選我這個學識，樣貌，品行，家世，當時最差的我。

不過，在努力追上教會的朋友同時，自己的實力提升了，由全級８０多名，到中五那年第七名，（不過，還不是最佳進步，因我同班一位同學，由１２３名．進步至１８名，他更利害）在這還是多謝那時每周用上三天時間陪我唸書的朋友。

在學校的形象好了，開始有自信了一點，但仍是不敢想戀愛的事，那時我一直想，我一定會一生寂寞了，直至她的出現。

就在升大學那年，ｐｒｉｓｃｉｌｌａ是一所名女校的高材生，想穿了腦還是不懂她為什麼愛上我這個呆子，她成績比我好多了，高考居然三ａ　二ｂ，我呢 天啊！英文居然吃了ｕ，差點大學也唸不上，她還是沒討厭我。

不過，我還是沒自信，為了安全感，我想只有佔有她，才可保障自己，那時，我還是對她沒多大的信心，那便佔有了，原來我還自卑，原來她還愛我很深！！ 第二個女朋友，更美了，性格更夾了，也更年輕了，可是，我卻更自卑了，其實我只有差不多二十四小時伴著她，但還不夠，我還是把她佔有了。

　　現在，碰上了同樣情況的我，應如何決定呢！其實安全感還是不足，只是想通了，即使佔有了，她要走的話，還是要走，即使二十１四小時看著她，你仍是捉不著她的心，似乎唯一的方法，只有真的用心去愛，不是愛一天，一個月１，一年，不是整天煩著她，只有真的，在她立場，從她的感受出發，明白一下她。

　　以前我是用口說我愛你一生一世，今天呢！我開始稍微明白怎樣才算愛人，也只有真正的放上你的心一生一世。

不要在煩惱時，把你的煩惱轉移在她身上，因為你煩惱時她也不好受 不要把煩惱收在心底，因為她是你一生最親密的聆聽者 不要為求一刻的快樂，使她痛苦，因為你是在欺負她 她可是一塊天賜的土地，你種什麼，便收成什麼，雖然偶有天災．但只要放下愛心恆心耐性，一定可等到豐年，結出美碩的果子。

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